Don't blame me...
...for the hot-minute it has taken me to post something new. Blame UNC-Charlotte. Blame my professors for swamping me with work! Ah, the semester is almost over. I take my final exam tomorrow December 16th.
The reason I'm writing this blog is because 1.) It's so cold that it makes you hate life (so I'm already in a foul mood). 2.) I just came to a horrible realization!
Let's talk about 2!
Everyone knows that I'm an actress...of some sort. For a while I was receiving parts like hot cakes...that's because I'm a pretty decent actress (all modesty). Lately, I haven't even been getting calls for auditions. I tried auditioning with a company that I have done films with before, and they won't even offer me an audition. I realized it's because the powers that be didn't "have parts written for my body type." Yeah, they think I'm fat; but I'm a good actress...AND I FUCKING QUOTE!
"Oh, my God! You were the best audition we've had today. I'm just afraid that the directors won't find a part for you. You need to be in this movie. You scared the crap out of poor Jimmy here!"
-Linda Smith (a pseudonym), Casting director
It's happened before. I'm okay with my body; but other people are not. So, here comes the horrible realization...I need to create for myself. I need to start producing my own films. Now, I don't want to be one of those people who stars in everyone of my films; but I need work...and I'm not getting it. Also, I want my show back...so does a few more people...
AND I QUOTE: "Hey, aren't you [Ingrid and I] those girls from t.v.?? What happened? Where's the other one? I saw her at CPCC before, and I was like OMIGOD. Hey, they aren't playing your show anymore. I swear everytime I tune in I'm hooked! I swear it! Hey, Jenny? Have you ever seen their show before? [no] Really? Maybe you won't ever see it, they got cancelled."
ME-"Hey, we may be back in April. Keep you fingers crossed."
"Well, you need to be. I swear every Monday you had my attention!"
-Security Guard at the movies.
mR.j
-Oh, yeah...I have a new name!
The reason I'm writing this blog is because 1.) It's so cold that it makes you hate life (so I'm already in a foul mood). 2.) I just came to a horrible realization!
Let's talk about 2!
Everyone knows that I'm an actress...of some sort. For a while I was receiving parts like hot cakes...that's because I'm a pretty decent actress (all modesty). Lately, I haven't even been getting calls for auditions. I tried auditioning with a company that I have done films with before, and they won't even offer me an audition. I realized it's because the powers that be didn't "have parts written for my body type." Yeah, they think I'm fat; but I'm a good actress...AND I FUCKING QUOTE!
"Oh, my God! You were the best audition we've had today. I'm just afraid that the directors won't find a part for you. You need to be in this movie. You scared the crap out of poor Jimmy here!"
-Linda Smith (a pseudonym), Casting director
It's happened before. I'm okay with my body; but other people are not. So, here comes the horrible realization...I need to create for myself. I need to start producing my own films. Now, I don't want to be one of those people who stars in everyone of my films; but I need work...and I'm not getting it. Also, I want my show back...so does a few more people...
AND I QUOTE: "Hey, aren't you [Ingrid and I] those girls from t.v.?? What happened? Where's the other one? I saw her at CPCC before, and I was like OMIGOD. Hey, they aren't playing your show anymore. I swear everytime I tune in I'm hooked! I swear it! Hey, Jenny? Have you ever seen their show before? [no] Really? Maybe you won't ever see it, they got cancelled."
ME-"Hey, we may be back in April. Keep you fingers crossed."
"Well, you need to be. I swear every Monday you had my attention!"
-Security Guard at the movies.
mR.j
-Oh, yeah...I have a new name!
posted by England at Thursday, December 15, 2005
1 Comments:
I never got to see your show T_T I so want to...
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