I wrote a letter to a friend...
...and he acted as if he never knew me. It broke my heart; but I will easily get over it. I'm so numb to the situation that it scares me. I thought this fellow and I had some good times; despite the fact that his heart was broken by a mutual friend. I thought he was better than this...I guess not. It frightens me; my emotions...I am so apathetic when it comes to people "dissing" me. I really should fill the empty spot (in which they left in me) with something else; it shouldn't remain open. It has happened so frequently that it has made me indifferent; which has pissed me off...so I must not be as apathetic as I thought.
On a much lighter note....
E
-MR.F is no longer mine for the taking.
posted by England at Tuesday, November 15, 2005
1 Comments:
Awwww...poor baby. *I could say that in spanish, cuz I know we learned it, but since I don't speak spanish...* I know what you mean. Apathy can mean two things: 1. you are closing up your feelings because you are scared/tired/sick of being hurt or wasting emotions on uneventful people/situations; or 2. you are a sociopath and no amount of therapy can give you back your emotions. Which one are you? There's still a warm and fuzzy part for you in my heart. This apathy that we share is the reason that my mother says I have ice water running through my veins. Sadly, I'm starting to believe her. Wait, let's not fool ourselves, I believed her a long time ago.
Sorry, this didn't help at all. Debbie Downer.
LuLu
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